Below are two videos: one shot today and one shot three weeks ago. I just came across the one from three weeks ago today and realized that it showed me at my lowest, at a place where I can end up when I am experiencing a great deal of gender dysphoria. I am sharing it because it is vulnerable and it shows the difficult aspects of being transgender. I spend a lot of time on this blog celebrating my transition (a greatly positive experience), but I want this space to be a full and honest reflection of all aspects of transitioning. Please watch the intro video first for more context.